Marshmallow

Hey

2006-02-12T19:17:00.000-08:00

Hi, it's been such a long time. Seems like blogging doesn't really do much for me, hahah. Anyway, i'm here to share my joy for passing all 4 courses last semester. Of course, with no so-flying-high marks, but here they are.

Marketing - 71%
English - 81%
Math - 52% (i know)
Gym - 65% (lol)

So yea. Probably not the best that i could have done, but this new semester is gonna be a little challenging. Not. Lol, i take up courses like,

World History
Hospitality & Tourism (Cooking)
Physical Geography
Parenting (i so, know...)

O well btw, don't u find the background music kinda... creepy...? *Goosebumps*

Heyaa..

2005-11-18T22:45:00.000-08:00

Heyaa... bl0ggie.. i'm feelin great rite now.. ehehe... ohh, but i'm so sad that t0day was our 3-weeks-student-teacher Mr. Q. Tran's last day in our sko0l, then he's g0in back to University of Toronto. This girl, lol, she wr0te an evaluation letter 4 him and t0ld him she liked his v0ice and he was really hot, ahahh cool.

Anyways, i juz reached h0me not long ago fr0m DQ, it started with all the tensi0n but after that it all went co0l and relaxing. I was so b0red, cuz there were only my manager n myself there, so i did this zigsaw puzzle thingy, really wasted my time well.

Btw, on Nov 27th, the DQ crew will be g0ing out for a buffet for our Christmas party at Buffet King! Yaaayy... ehehhe, i'm so lo0king forward to that. Plus, they said it's better than Mandarin Buffet~

So anyways, i'm kinda pissed off that i'm at home on a FRIDAY NIGHT, when Andy and David are enj0ying themselves in Famous Players right now, watching SAW II. Hahahh have a hell of a time there budz! =P jk laaalalalalalalaa.. ahhh ok i'mma have fun myself here! So yeeeeehhh, seeya tmr!

O btw, i got my paycheck today for 3 days of w0rking and i got $72 , not bad, can get myself a GUESS purse. Lol, na, i'd spend it on ummm... RED EARTH! WOOOOOHHH~!!!! Hehe, ok g2g, cia0zZzzzz!!!!

Hur..

2005-11-17T22:19:00.000-08:00

Heyy bl0ggie.. sup.. hmmmmm... i'm feelin so d0wn now.. no idea why exactly.. but ahh... hur... :( well anyway, t0day snowed. Flurries, or whatever u call it, but it lo0ked m0re like a blizzard. Seri0usly, like after sko0l, Honey(Assal aka Pisat) lol, and mi, we went to Indigo, this bo0k st0re plus crappy starbucks cafe with the gr0ssest "m0uldy" muffins ever, and when we were g0ing home, the snow began to fall and it lo0ked... pretty bad. Before that the wind was very str0ng i th0ught it's not walkable. Omy, i juz reminded myself with this VIVA driver who got mad at us. Haha she's so funny. She was telling this guy that he lo0ked hands0me with his nose on, ahahaaha i mean like what the hell, so he lo0ks ugly with his n0se off or what, hehe, we were laughing so hard and she actually stared at mi thr0ugh the mirr0r with her crazy mad ass lo0king face. Then she went like "Ladies, just a sec, can i see your tickets?" lol, and we're like "Yeh, we've got the m0nthly passes." Hahah she was so pissed off like really.. even the guy was c0nfused lol. She's one despo. Horny bus driver. Ahahah. Hehe, anyways, i g0tta do hw now, dang~ Heheh. So yea, thx 4 makin mi feel betta. Nitez.

Dear Diary..

2005-11-15T17:34:00.001-08:00

Hello, hello, u're g0nna b my "daily" diary frm now on okie, since there's been stuff g0in on, and which pr0bably w0uld make an0ther big change in my life again. I juz wanna keep my (remaining) days in Canada............ as mem0rable as i can, by which i mean keeping rec0rds and, h0pefully, still stay in t0uch with this webbie even if i really have to m0ve.. anyways.. seri0usly, i'm g0nna b real, sad, if it's really g0nna happen, can't aff0rd to go thr0ugh it again, and again. This h0use and its ro0ms are g0nna h0ld their mem0ries, keepin silent as the new owners c0me by, keeping to themselves the mem0ries, and all the hist0ry.

My FIRST day of working.

2005-09-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

My FIRST day of working.

Hey bl0ggie, i'm g0nna write ab0ut my very first day of w0rking. Ummm, n0t actually w0rking, but training, ok i made pr0ducts, but guided. Anyway, it was supp0sed to be yesterday, but i'm thankful t0day's FRIDAY. Haha, anyway, i'm w0rking in DQ (Dairy Queen). That's where Kat w0rks. Thanks to her. Hehe.

So um, i went there t0day with Kat, a little bit t0o early, but o0man i was excited but i was having these butterflies thingy. So first, we started off chatting, ab0ut s0me hilari0us stuff with our supervis0r whenever there wasn't any cust0mer, this girl named Persilla or smth. She's real funny. Haha.

At 7:30 i punched in, (not sure if that's how u say it actually), Persilla sh0wed mi a wh0le lot of stuff. Then when my manager came, Sandra, we started making pr0ducts, there was this girl, named Hiditi or smth, she's really nice too.

Today m0st of our cust0mers b0ught like dipped c0nes, blizzard or banana splits, omg the blizzard's so freaky, i th0ught i was g0nna cut my index finger with the "blade" or whatever u wanna call it.

So there were a l0t of drive-thr0ugh or drive-trus or whatever, they were buying icecreams, i w0nder why, i mean it's so c0ld out there now and .... pe0ple just l0ve icecreams t0o much! Haha.. whatever.

Andy came like ar0und 9, omg he was actually peeping thr0ugh the glass wind0w fr0m outside, i was so freaked out when i actually sp0tted him there, ahaha.. he lo0ked so w0rn out but still, giving mi supp0rting, smiley faces everytime i turn back at him, who was watching mi fr0m the cust0mer seats. * Giggles * n_n

We missed the 10:30 bus, (damn), so we went to Wendy's, and b0ught this fruit b0wl, it was go0d, and hey, Wendy's sucks lahhhh... =P na. They're just dirtier than DQ, way way dirtier.

So i reached h0me, did my stuff and was lying on my bed waiting for Andy to call back, but i think i fell asleep like 3 minutes after i hung up the ph0ne. I just w0ke up like half an h0ur ago. I'm so g0nna h0p into my bed again after this. Real tired, reaaaalll tired.

Today was the last day of badmint0n in Gym class, Monday's the first day of basketball, m0re worn out, go0d lah goooo0d lahh... *r0lls eyes* Andyyyyy, teach mi Math!

Btw i like my DQ unif0rm, cuz i got the newer apr0n, =P and the best part is, no need to tuck in, yaaayy, ehehe. Ok g2g now, go0dnitee bl0ggie.

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

2005-09-15T17:18:00.000-07:00

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Hehehe.. finally.

2005-09-07T17:34:00.000-07:00

Hehehe.. finally.

At last, my timetable's fixed. Now it lo0ks like this,
Semester 1 :

1st period - Gym (still)
2nd period - Math
3rd period - English
4th period - Lunch
5th period - Marketing

So everything's changed except for Gym, cuz Andy's in that class now~ Hehehe. Today i didn't have my appropriate gym attire so i sat by the bench with some other peeps, watching the rest play basketball. By loOking at them i felt tired already, haha, anyway, so i got Zero marks for tOday, what the heckk.. hur.

Switched my Math class to 2nd period cuz Andy's in that class tOoo.. ahaha, i was in the Guidance Office fixing my timetable so i went in really late for the class, Andy was sh0cked to see mi c0ming in that class, haha, and i sit right next to him. He claimed he's better than mi in Math, hey let's see ok. Hahar.

Period 3 English class is okay, the bitchy twins r g0nna come back fr0m Dubai next week n will b j0ining that class t0o. Hahaha can't wait.

So finally i got what i've been wanting, Period 4 Lunch. Even my c0unsellor thinks Period 2 Lunch is ridicul0us. Who eats lunch at 9:45 am? Gee.

Marketing wasn't even close to any one of my ch0ices. But since i need to get 1 m0re credit for Business, so i had no ch0ice. I nearly slept in that class, luckily Ka-Ki's my classmate, that at least can prevent mi fr0m really falling asleep. I kinda hate that class tho, like 3/4 of the class are BOYS. Ew. They talk t0o much shit.

Let's see my Semester 2 timetable :

1st Period - World History (i'm so g0nna change that)
2nd Period - Hospitality & Tourism (yay)
3rd Period - Physical Geography (so gonna change that)
4th Period - Lunch (yay)
5th Period - Parenting (hmm..)

I think i'll have to fix s0me things. Anyway, g0tta run to do my Math Hw, then i'm off to napping for a little while. Good day.

First day of sko0l. Gee..

2005-09-06T18:37:00.000-07:00

First day of sko0l. Gee..

Okkk.. today didn't turn out as like what i expected. 50/50 actually. First, i woke up at 4 am, had this scary stupid nightmare. Teddy Bear called to comfort mi a little, after that i c0uldn't go back to sleep, so at 6 i got up n to0k a shower and everything.

Left home at 7:45, acually wanted to take the new super big beautiful co0l blue VIVA (it's actually 2 times l0nger than that), but i was at the wr0ng bustop, sho0t that. So i to0k the n0rmal YRT, reached sko0l, then the h0rror started to happen.

First peri0d, GYM. I was like o-my-gosh. Gym was like one of my alternatives, how c0uld i get it as my first peri0d, that's crazy. And i went to the wr0ng class, i d0n't know why. No w0nder they lo0k so kidd0s. Anyway, so i went to the right class, the pe0ple r okay, know s0me of them already. We played basketball. I didn't wear sh0es today, so i played with bare feet. Ew. U got no idea how dirty the Gym ro0m flo0r is. Gah.

Can u believe it, my timetable for this semester is
1st period - Gym
2nd period - Lunch
3rd period - *Problem- Unassigned*
4th period - Math
5th period - *Problem- Unassigned*

Looks pretty awful to mi. After gym, mi and David accompanied Andy outside Guidance Office, it was a hell. He's not registered back into this sko0l. Gah. +_+'' So i can't even give a damn to go to my Math class, probably i'm not even gonna b in that class anyway. Err.. =/

So at period 4 mi, David and Andy to0k the bus and went to Swiss Chalet for lunchhh ahaha, it was great. We went by VIVA, omg it's sooooo big, soooo co0l, and sooooo new. Really advanced. Gee i can't believe we actually skipped on our first day of sko0l. Acceptable ok. Hehe, so after that we went to my hOuse, cuz Andy needed to pOop. =P Played PS2, i to0k a nap, then off they go.

But anyways, the new Grade 9s are not bad. Haha. There're s0me new transferred pe0ple t0o. Many pretty girls, but zero cute guys. *Rolls eyes* Hehehe. n_n David, ur chance. Andy, u watch out. Hehehehehe. Na.

So yea, that's about all. Can't really give a damn about today. Gotta go to the office to settle everything tmr, i have to change my whole timetable, gahhh.. Right, see u. Bibibibibibibibibibi!

Step back a little further..

2005-08-24T23:37:00.000-07:00

Step back a little further..

If you're here right now, i would cry to you like a small kid. Telling you whatever things i've been thinking about a lot lately. Crying and sniffing and trying my best to make you hear and listen my spoken cries and hoping so bad you would understand.

If i could just turn back the time to when i had the chance to know you a little bit better, we wouldn't be going through all these. And that's fine if we're not together in the end, but at least i wouldn't have to hurt you this way.

For all the things we've gone through together isn't just because of me. It's simply because deep inside my heart you're still the 3-weeks-guy i knew. I mean it's hard for me to just pretend like nothing's happening when i know perhaps if i knew u a little better, i wouldn't have stepped a little closer to you.

This relationship is just too fragile for me to handle.
I rather put it all down and step aside, a little further.
And you'll be safe.

You bastard.

2005-08-10T01:34:00.000-07:00

You bastard.

If u have some rubbish to spout, do it in front of our faces u fool. Don't just talk and talk and talk to other people and try ur best to give everyone good impressions on u, we all know u're a jerk. Why don't u just stay in ur messy dirty house and teach ur kids ABC. Damn.. what creature are u.

You know nuts about husband and wife relationship, u don't mind ur bitchy wife staying in another country for even a billion years but don't force others to accept ur stupid idea. Gee if only i could i'll beat the shit out of u, u sick bastard. Have fun talking with urself about PERFECT COMMUNICATION, freak.

Thank u for everyshit, my lovely kind generous sincere polite matured perfect-ly bitchy uncle.

U bastard.

BoA - Valenti (English)

2005-07-13T17:51:00.000-07:00

.: _ BoA - Valenti (English) //*

I can feel it truly in my heart
Catchin' my heart you're my destiny
Nothing gonna stop my love for you
So reaching your hand, hold on to me

Shakin' my heart, you're my dreamy boy
You're the heat, my fireworks
Baby kiss me softly I need you
Oh step in step in babe

Wanna know how we met each other?
How did we get the feelings we have?
Boy, I fall in love with you
Remember the moment

Born to love you
Want to take you into paradise
Just fighting for love, never stop my body
Take your hand then steal your heart and you'll be in my arms
Keep your smile and I never let go
You are my dream

Tell me tell me what I mean to you
Let me keep you warm and dry
Do you do you miss me day and night
Ain't nothing gonna harm you

Makin' makin' our love happy end
Don't be shy, don't be so down
Baby let me show you how I feel
Oh step in step in babe

Trust me, always be on your side
Calling you boyfriend makes you realize
Just, I fall in love with you
You and me, forever

Born to love you
Want to take you into paradise
Just finding my way, holding tight your body
Try me right now
What I can give more than enough
All my love is there waiting for you
You are my dream

Why do you cry? Just look in my heart
Come with me let's make a new start
Boy, I fall in love with you
Fighting here for you

Born to love you
Want to take you into paradise
Love stories go on, never stop my body
Don't give it up
Every moment, everything is true
Please, give me the will to go on
You are my dream

I Miss You

2005-07-03T19:35:00.000-07:00

.: _ I Miss You //*

Mami's arrival yesterday. It's been like almost 12 h0urs since i last saw you. Ooh how i miss you. Almost everyday i get to see you, how am i supp0sed to survive the c0ming days without seeing your face.. Ok this post's getting a little n0nsense-d. Who cares. *wekz* >.<

Gee, i think Mami d0esn't really mind mi having a b0yfriend, but with the rules-free h0use c0ndition, i think it's better if i hide it for now. And my freakin uncle was bitchin to my Mami ab0ut mi, like having 2 b0ys in my ro0m, o g0sh, just get rid of ur freakin old-fashi0ned way of thinkin will ya. Yikes.

Anyway, i know what i'm d0ing. And, zero p0int one ap0logy for having this p0st to be turned out like a slice of a shit cake. Seeyah. *black faced* Anyway, i miSs u okay my Big Baby.

Wonderland!

2005-06-25T03:33:00.000-07:00

.: _ Wonderland! //*

Great, tiring, and of c0urse, fun day. Haha. Firstly, i was actually prepared to be pissed off t0day, th0ught it was g0nna rain. Anyway, i went to Canada's Paramount Wonderland today, with Kath, Andy and David. At first it didn't go so well, cuz we to0k bus no 85 instead of 4, kinda c0nfused how to get there.

So anyway, when we g0t there, all we 4 c0uld think ab0ut was SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS GIANT DOLL. Hahahaha, shiiiitt ok Kath and Andy spent $70 in just 7 games of thr0wing the stupid rings, h0ping from like 210 rings at least ONE g0t inside the b0ttle, but n0ne did ok. It wasn't that easy, trust mi. +_+''

The other game, where u have to use this real gun to sho0t the star thingy, whatever shit, Kath paid like $50 just to get that silly pink giant Patrick. But she didn't, the 3 of them were so pissed, ahaha.

So anyway, ok we went to this ride, it was craaaazzyyy, i was telling Andy how he was acting like a baby and sh0uldn't be scared of such kiddy ride, but guess what, in the end i was one of the only ones who screamed during the ride, shit it was so embarrassing, i was screaming my lungs out, and i c0uld feel like as if my st0mach's g0nna jump out or smth. After the ride Andy and David had to like h0ld mi, preventing mi fr0m like falling d0wn or smth, i felt like a drunk kid. Shiiit.

When we were walking ar0und Wonderland, Andy just c0uldn't stop saying "Miaaa i want to win s0mething for you arr..." ahah, especially when he saw th0se b0ys carrying many or big big d0lls for their girlfriends, i th0ught it wasn't a big deal tho but Andy just c0uldn't give up, ahahaha.

So he played this game, first he failed, then he tried again, and guess what, the last ball just went inside that supid small h0le, and wo0hoo!! We got to cho0se a d0ll. Sheeesh we ch0se this big white d0ggie, ok that d0ll kinda scares mi, it's like the biggest d0ll i've seen s0meone had w0n in Wonderland t0day, when they were carrying it, every0ne just stared, s0me girls w0uld go like "Oooh my g0d lo0k at that big puppy!!" ahahaha~~ i think we made s0me girlfriends jeal0us. Hohoho who cares. d=

O yea, Andy and David played g0lf just now too, it was kinda fun, ahaha. Anyway, fr0m w0nderland, we to0k bus to Major Mac, then we walked d0wn Yonge to h0me! Hoho it was so fun, Andy sang all the way, Kath was carrying the puppy all the way, David and mi were blabbering n0nsense, ahaha~

Ooo yeah anyway we went to this Chinese singing c0mpetition, actually it was a c0ncert, we g0t VIP seats hoho, um yea cause one of the singers is David's friend. Ok lah i think that's en0ugh for now, my hands r killin mi. Go0dnight~~!!*

Thank you.

2005-06-22T13:38:00.000-07:00

.: _ Thank you. //*

Today started off crazily. First, Andy came first thing in the m0rning, with a face i never wished to see. Then a p0liceman came to my h0use asking ab0ut the r0bbery which just happened in my h0use recently. Was so sleepy and no-mo0d, so didn't give so much damn.

Had Science exam t0day. Guess didn't do all my best, but whatever, failing anyway.
After exam went to Hillcrest for lunch. Then back h0me and talked. "Great-Rare" talk.

After i th0ught everything was over , i really th0ught it was over.
Strange en0ugh i didn't hear the do0r slam. Went to wash my face, saw his sh0es.

He told me it hurt so much when i hugged him saying Sorry, crying. Our eyes helplessly gave way to tears, unclearly speaking out words which didn't quite sound right. He seemed so weak, so h0peless and sad. At that m0ment i just br0ke down, asking myself what have i done.

When i told him I'm sorry, let's just f0rget about it all, i can't let you go, i heard a big relieving sigh, i felt my right cheek which was rubbing on his right cheek getting wetter than before, i could feel it got me harder to breath when the hug was tightened.

It was a teary, teary evening... a teary, teary evening.

I don't care what people say. I don't care how meaningless, or amateur this relationship could be seen from others' eyes. I don't care if this Love we know, is just some Puppy Love. When i mention Love, it just means i Care and yes, i Love.

So i just wanna say, i Love you.
And i wanna Thank you, for Loving me.

So this is you, and your unbelievably messy l0cker which is shared by four. Crazy. Lockers clean-up day has passed yo.

Hmm..

2005-06-20T19:00:00.000-07:00

.: _ Hmm.. //*

*takes a deep, deep breath*

Just now i wr0te a long p0st. Tried to tell you how i feel and what i'm thinking. But because of my carelessness, it's being erased, accidentally.

I was actually writing about some meaningless stuff, nyeh~ boyfriend. I guess i'm not supp0sed to post it up here or s0mething.

Anyway, perhaps i'll just b0ttle this up in my head til one day when nature sends me a deaf creature for me to blast out all my rubbish to his ears.

For the time being, let me be crazy.

Our conscience fade,
it's too late to evade.

Untitled

2005-06-15T03:44:00.000-07:00

.: _ Untitled //* (Attention : Viewer discretion is adviced.)

Ok. Actually i just p0sted a post like awhile ago, i was lying on my bed, staining my pill0w with tears, and i was thinking "who would actually be there to hold me when i feel like the world's g0nna end?" Guess the answer. My heart painfully whispered "noone".

So i closed my eyes and i could feel my teardr0ps were bugging me so hard to let go. At that m0ment i felt like a shit. Somehow my heart felt cheated, lied, betrayed, and so on. And it's n0body's fault, not p0inting fingers, the blame is on me.

Before i lied down on my bed i actually went to pray, th0ugh lately my prayers d0n't feel so str0ng nomore, i still beg for answers from up ab0ve. I thought i was being neglected by God, but s0mething just sp0ke to me saying like Weren't you the one who was neglecting God instead? At that m0ment, i felt damned.

With all the issues lingering ar0und in my head, screwing up my brain and filling up my mind with n0nsense and shit, i felt c0mpletely insecure. Everyone ar0und feels like a bunch of strangers, i see fog and i feel cold. Now i feel lost.

So i was actually w0ndering, like what the hell is a b0yfriend go0d for in this kind of situati0n, guess what, they can't do no shit. I am the one in tr0uble, and he d0esn't know how it feels. He thinks it's g0nna be alright, without even suggesting helpful ideas and supp0rt. Perhaps i should tell him my sweet dream has now ended. And so0n, it's our st0ry's turn. Happy ending? Don't even think ab0ut it. Don't w0rry, we w0uld still go to the Wonderland t0gether. Shit.

I won't complain and i will accept if u'd say i've been rebelling, but i can never take it as s0mething to be blamed on. Who's lo0king after me, like myself and n0body else. At least Andy and David. My parents are living like at the other side of the Earth, and my guardian's being a bitch, like an idi0t he d0esn't even know we're skipping everyday.

I could say my life's screwed up, but who's exactly at fault. Which shit messed it all up. I'm on the list.

SO SCREW IT MORE MIA YOU LITTLE SHIT BI*CH! (word's censored for the fact that i'm still respecting my own pride, asshole.)

Uh huh, yeah, this is the real me, now u can scream, cry and run to ur mUmmy, u piece of shit.

.. why, i just need to let go ..

Bah..

2005-06-15T02:20:00.000-07:00

.: _ Bah. //*

Ello, decided to change the skin again, d0n't know why i get b0red so fast. Can never find the one i realy like hm. Anyways, t0dae's been a t0ugh day, but i managed to survive, like Yay?

Exams are ar0und each and every c0rner, i see them everywhere. Their nearing presence gives mi chillz like alm0st everytime, never felt w0rried like this bef0re, pr0lly coz i'm like failing my Science, damn Mr. Seli0tis, u suck.

So for weather news, IT'S GRILLING IN HEA!!! Damn Canada, u suck too. Yesterday it rained, t0day it rained, t0morrow oh PLEASE rain rain c0me again, d0n't c0me on picnic day. Like wuteva?

Ahh.. David's oral exam tmr, all da best yar Davie Jai. Hahaha.

Kk lah, off to dweamland, seeyahh!

Hah...

2005-06-13T23:10:00.000-07:00

.: _ Hah... //*
I'm messed up.

Hohoho. Hahahaha.

2005-06-03T21:40:00.000-07:00

.: _ Hohoho. Hahahaha. //*
Allo all0o, ahaha, go0d day. 1st of all, didn't go to sko0l again t0day. Ok well the main reas0n's bcuz i w0ke up late, at 8, but also, i was having gastric pain. It's been there since yesterday so i guess that's a valid reas0n for not g0ing to sko0l, hehe. d:

So after sko0l Andy and David, yes the two m0nkeys came. I opened the do0r for them then went up to my ro0m and read c0mic, cuz Andy was eating his lunch anyway. I fell asleep, then when i w0ke up, like 1 h0ur later, it was so quiet. So i came d0wnstairs to check, and f0und out that the two m0nkeys were sleeping like pigs. Haha.

I woke them up to get them do their w0rk, but after we sat d0wn and all, David asked mi to clean the nail p0lish i did on his nails yesterday, but instead, i to0k my other nail p0lishes and guess what, i gave them manicure, h0ahoahoa. So fun, white and pink.

After tha it wasn't that satisfying, so i to0k my make-up kit and did a nice j0b on half of Andy's face, and it was kinda scary lar. >.<'' I was using like liquid eye-liner, s0lid eye-liner, A LOT, and i mean a lot of f0undation, blush, mascara and not f0rgetting a sparkly lip gl0ss t0o, oomy he was so pretty, hahaha. We were laughing like mad, lol i laughed so hard that i cried. Hahahaaa..

Anyway, after the clean-up we went up to my ro0m and played arnd, thn went to Hillcrest with Kath. Went back and played c0mputer and cards, thn off we went to our different destinati0ns. Andy went to tuiti0n, David to h0me, Kath to DQ, and mi back to Hillcrest.

Okie, g0tta go now, and here r s0me sh0ts of our very own l0vely Monkey. =D

My fav0urite one, hehe.

Hooh..

2005-06-02T22:00:00.000-07:00

.: _ Hooh.. //*
Ello again. Tday's such a pissed-off day again. David and i missed the 2nd bus at Major Mac this m0rning. So we had to walk d0wn Major Mac to sko0l, dangit. Luckily it wasn't that warm this m0rning.

I went to P2. In the c0mputer lab t0day. I was falling asleep while typing on my assignment, gee. Thought it was g0nna b okay until my teacher called mi to her desk and told mi that she needs the Valid Pink Slip for May 4th, 6th, 9th, 11th, 12th and June 1st. These r the classes i missed but i didn't skip every0ne of them okie. Huh. So i was w0ndering how am i supp0sed to make them valid.

During recess i went to the main office to see Mr. Case for detenti0n, but he was settling ab0ut the b0ys who g0t into a fight, so the lady asked mi to sign in and stay for 1/2 an h0ur. I was like Okay, what do i do. Andy came in and he acc0mpanied mi. Sat there. Did n0thing. Andy was playing with his PSP and i was staring at pe0ple. That fun.

Didn't do w0rk in P5, we had supply. Sina was talking to mi ab0ut drugs and stuff. He has a future, he just d0esn't see that.

After sko0l David acc0mpanied mi to Downtown, Eaton Centre. Spent t0o much for Red Earth. $208 g0ne just for g-i-r-l-s stuff. Shit. Soon i'm g0nna cry out for m0re cash.

Anyway, David c0uldn't go h0me early t0day so he stayed in my h0use til 9 pm, haha. O yea i was testing my new nail p0lish on his nails and they lo0k so pwetty, ehehe. Ok lar, go now, bibi.

Aiih.

2005-06-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

.: _ Aiih. //*
Ello ello, oomy tdae's such a warm day, i still can't believe it, can't take it okie, haha. In the m0rning when i woke up i felt s0oo warm, what the hell's wr0ng with the co0ler man. Luckily the sko0l's capable en0ugh to have the co0ler on, and that helped mi to stay alive.

Anyway, sko0l's okie, skipped P2, supply. Dang. Shouldn't have. But anyway, i had fun with them tho, we sat outside at the rugby bench and played ar0und.

Last peri0d was ok, but i g0t called down to the main office to settle s0me pr0blem with Josh Fedlement with the vice principal, he's such a fo0l. Now because of that the vice principal's watching over my attendance already, and yes, detenti0n tmr, not in the study hall, in the main office with Mr. Case himself, shit. ):

After sko0l Andy, David and mi went to the library then to 1st Markham Place, disapp0inted. Haha, but we had fun th0ugh. Andy's m0m was driving right beside us when we were waiting for the bus, heh heart attack, luckily she didn't see him, or else.

So anyway, reached h0me at 8:30 or so just now, tired lar. Gonna sleep early t0nite. So take care and go0dnight. (:

Allloo.

2005-05-31T00:47:00.000-07:00

.: _ Allloo. //*

Hey hey hey, haha. I've decided to change the skin again, i think this one's better, simpler. Ooh man it's 12:41 am already, currently chatting with Andy, David, Joyce, Danny and Charsiew. Today didn't go to sko0l, w0ke up at 8 if i'm not wr0ng. No mo0d to go to sko0l, so went back to bed after calling the sko0l.

After sko0l Kath came back h0me with two m0nkeys with her, uh huh, Andy and David. I knew what they were g0nna do tho. Heh, they kn0cked, kn0cked and kn0cked on my do0r, making irritating s0unds plus switching on Tong Hua then switched it off after only a few sec0nds.

After that i c0uldn't stand it anym0re, wanted to see the b0th of them so i went to the bathro0m then d0wnstairs. They were d0ing their hw, haha go0d b0ys. Then we talked and played, and to0k a sh0rt evening nap t0gether, hehe. Andy was so n0isy th0ugh, aiyOo. Hehe.

Aiight, back to sko0l tmr, h0pe i w0n't get into any tr0uble huh. And let's h0pe tmr's g0nna b a co0ler day oh please. >.<'' Okie, tkcare, go0dnight!

~("z")~

2005-05-16T04:01:00.001-07:00

.: _ ~("z")~ //*
I must admit it wasn't that easy for me.
And i can't deny i don't doubt.
Sometimes your words sound too real.
At times they ring a bell in my head.
Those promises i once heard from somebody else.
This path we chose, challenges await.
I've said goodbye, i've said hello.
You've said please, and you love.
There'll be times, when i'd doubt again.
You knew, and you're ready.
Your words make them fade away.
I'm satisfied. And there it goes.
One day there'll be nomore you here.
You'll move, you'll go, and you'll leave.
So will our story end there.
Started this way, and ends that way.
Imagine one day we pass by each other.
Not knowing what to say.
No idea what to do.
Fake and broken smiles sweep away from our faces.
Who are you, i'm a stranger.
One day these hands will part.
They go cold.
You keep them warm all this time.
Who'd do that next time?
Maybe this is just a mistake.
It shouldn't have happened.
You know sometimes it's hard to trust.
To believe in something we think is unreal.
I know.
There can't be any us if there isn't any trust.
But would you say sorry, if one day, you break this heart?
Would you just walk away, leave no last words?
My teddy bear, there isn't no promise.
When that day comes, we'd ask, What's Your Name Again?
Painful to hear, we'd say, Long Time No See.
From friends we became lovers.
From that we end up as strangers.
This, i have no doubt.

Hii. (:

2005-05-01T11:50:00.000-07:00

.: _ Hii. (: //*
Hii.. juz g0nna write abt ystdae. Posting it now cuz was t0o sleepy ystdae, hehe. Okiee, 1st of all, ystdae's a c0ld dae. Wut happened to d warmth? +_+'' Ookie, aniwae, i was supp0sed to go to w0nderland wif ICF ystdae, but i didn't wakkie. >.<'' gee i was like hearing th0usands of ph0ne rings in d m0rning, and feeling the cell ph0ne vibrati0n for like h0urs, but i juz c0uldn't get up, wutta pig. Omy.

So aniwae, Choch0late chip co0kie pie went to plae g0lf wif his daddy, but David c0uldn't go. So he came over to my h0use and learned guitar, wif Kath. I was watching them plae, haha it was kinda funnie but go0d. n_n'' i was so b0red tho. Then after they're finished, we went d0wnstairs, played d piano then played DDR, lol, n0t actually. Then we were t0o b0red, so we watched TV.

After a while i went upstairs to get ready, thn we called d taxi to take us to David's h0use. Kath was pissed again, we said she was like an unwanted puppy, sitting on the carpet outside David's h0use do0r, lol~ Omy. Anyway, we checked d m0vies time, and were ab0ut to order s0me fo0d when Andy came.

In the end we decided to eat outside, th0se grill and steak h0uses were so FULL ystdae, like we had to wait for 45 mins, no way. At last we ate in Famous Players, h0rrible fo0d. The Burger King wasn't fresh at all, yikes, hate 'em! Haha in the end we b0ught t0o much fo0d.

So anyway, we watched this sh0w called um, Kung Fu s0mething, i f0rgot. It's an old m0vie tho, but they just released it here. Ooooomy it was sooooo hilari0us! We laughed t0o much really ahaHaha.. so stupid and lame and funny and dumb. XD hahaHaha~~! -laughing- hahaha.. ok0k, oh gee we've been g0ing to the cinemas for 3 days in a row now, we watched xXx : The Stage Of The Union ystdae, and A Lot Like Love the day bef0re. Yap yap thn after the m0vie it was already like 11:30 pm, so we called Danny to pick us up and send us back h0me.

Hahaa... ok lar, g0tta go now, hmm.. i h0pe Kath really wants to go to Eaton Centre later on. I d0n't wanna waste my Sunday at h0me. Take go0d care!

Hola h0la!

2005-04-23T23:47:00.000-07:00

.: _ Hola h0la! //*
Hellooo.. ahaHaha.. go0d dae. Okkk it's 11:29 pm now, juz reached h0me. First of all, t0dae's weather's a crap. We expected it tho. It was drizzling the wh0le dae. Morning w0ke up at 8, did smth, went back to sleep, w0ke up again at arnd 11 i think, talked on d ph0ne til d0n't know what time, went to sh0wer, then went out at arnd 3 to Finch. On the way Andy and David b0ard the bus.

From Finch we to0k the subway to d0wntown, Eaton Centre. Lo0ked arnd, walked arnd, bla bla bla, ate dinner, thn we to0k the cab to Param0unt Cinema, was raining. Then we watched the m0vie called "A Lot Like Love" ahaHaha nice m0vie. n_n'' And Andy's crazy.

After the m0vie it was already like 9+, and Andy had to go h0me early t0dae, so we to0k the cab to the nearest subway stati0n and went back to Finch, fr0m Finch Andy called the car to pick us up. And then, here i am.

Okie ahaHaha Kath was pissed again just n0w. n_n'' eheHeheh okie, i g0tta go now, pls d0n't rain so heavily tmr m0rning. >.<'' Go0dnites! (:

Ello~

2005-04-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

.: _ Ello~ //*
Ello ell0, i'm juz g0nna write real quick abt tdae aiight. Mmm sko0l's fun tdae, for the fact that i didn't go to P1 and P2. AhaHaha.. P3 Science was co0l, we did s0me w0rk then we played n stuff.

Aft sko0l Nasreen, Fareda, Saleah, Katie, David and mi went to KFC, til like arnd 4:30 or smth thn David, Katie and mi went to Famous Players, b0ught our tickets, then went to David's h0use, which is just behind Famous Players. We played PS2, ahaHaha omy i'm like so bad at playing games.

At 6:30 we went back to Famous Players and watched "Guess Who?" Nice one, ahaHaha, hilari0us. Yeap, we finished the m0vie at 9, David went back h0me, then Katie's dad gave mi a lift back h0me.

It was so c0ld juz now eh. Mmmm okie, i g0tta go now, d0n't wanna b late tmr, haha. So seeya, gdnites!! ((:

AhaHaha~

2005-04-19T00:13:00.000-07:00

AhaHaha~

Elloo.. ahaHaha.. go0d dae.. ystdae's a great dae t0o. n_n we went to Hillcrest after sko0l ystdae, stayed like til 9 pm, tdae until 7:30 pm, so b0red but fun, ahaHaha.. Oh my t0dae's such a freakin HOT day. It was like 24 or 26 degrees already! We're all sweaty and hot, not warm k. Haha.. gee. Disastr0us! Summer's g0nna be a hell then. Btw, Andy is crazy. n_n Baibai!

Nasreen & Andy, wo0oo~ d:

Bored David

Mia & The Smelly Boi

Mia trying to ann0y the smelly one, haha.

Andy trying to be Andy Lau, ahaHahahHaha. =D

Monkey Andy

Andy caught changing cl0thes in public!

Hmm..

2005-04-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

Hmm..

Hello bl0g. (: i'm tired. Woke up abt 10 tdae, g0t ready, bla bla bla, went to Hillcrest at abt 3, thn met Andy and David on the way to David's h0use. Went to the po0l roOm, Kath w0n once, haha.
Mmm.. yea thn we went up to David's h0use but just for a while, thn we went to sing K at Time Square. It was s0oooo HOT and sunny just n0w. Oh gee, it was already a hell, what ab0ut summer? Yikes!

Once we g0t there Andy was so excited to sing, haha.. Kath kn0cked down my drinks, crazy time. Andy and David sang many s0ngs, ahaHaha.. and Andy th0ught he was Andy Lau. Weks. d:

Haha yea, thn after singing, we went to the Viatnamese Restaurant and had our dinner there. Finished at 9+ thn the car dr0ve us to Famous Players, then we watched this m0vie called AmityVille Horror or smth. DAMN it was so freaky. I only like watched 40% of the wh0le show. I still can recall th0se freaky sickening m0nstrous faces, YIKES!! >.<'' dangit..!

But Andy, Kath and David watched the wh0le show man, th0se guys are str0ng! Andy even said it wasn't that scary, whaaaaaaaaaaaaattt.. sheesh~ O yea after that while waiting for the car to fetch us, he played this game in the cinema l0bby, and he w0n 4 d0lls, ahaha, cuteness.

Yupp then sent David off at his h0me, then Kath and mi, then Andy. Yepp thn reached h0me like at 12:45 am, chatted with them, and here i am! Gee i've GOT TO GO to church tmr. So i better run A.S.A.P. it's 2:22 am now. So go0dnites!!

@ h0me, before g0ing out.

@ David's po0l ro0m.

@ Time Square waiting for the car.

@ Famous Players' arcade.

Tired +_+''

2005-04-15T01:23:00.000-07:00

Tired +_+''

Ello bl0ggie. ((: Tdae's such a go0d but tiring dae. 1st of all, sko0l was go0d tdae. Science class was a slack, Civics exam are over, watched s0me sh0w tdae. Break time was fun, s0me of them skipped their classes again, bad ppl. Geo class we went outside n did s0me exercise abt c0mpass, was real co0l.

Aft sko0l everyb0dy met in the sko0l f0yer and went to the Central Library t0gether. HahaHa, was real fun there. In the end we c0uldn't do our pr0jects tho. We went off at ar0und 5, Andy and David had to go to IBM, Kath and mi went back h0me. At arnd 6+ Kath went off to Dairy Queen.

Thenn arnd 7 Andy and David came and we went to DQ to see Kath. Bef0re that we waited for the bus like hell. 85A passed, no, an0ther 85A passed, no, then our darling 85 came, we were so thankful. It was damn freezin juz n0w. My h0use was juz at the opp0site of the bust0p but was t0o scared to go and take my jacket and miss the bus.

In the end we reached DQ at arnd 8+, ate dinner there. Horrible service (Kath's fault, no0b in DQ mar..) ahaHaha jK. Andy hated the fo0d so we went acr0ss to KFC, thn went back to DQ in half an h0ur. Then we 4 went back h0me, to my home, cause Andy needed to pee-pee.

AhaHaha.. just n0w i scared him in the dark, he th0ught he saw a gh0st or smth, haha.Then Kath and mi walked them to Krispy Kream's and waited for his m0m to fetch them. She came then off they went. Kath and mi went to the vending machine to buy s0me drinks, then went back h0me.

Tmr's g0nna b an0ther day. I h0pe it's n0t g0nna b like last week eh, haha.. Aiight, g0tta go now, go0dnites, take go0d care. (:

In the Central Library

Andy's br0wnie, yum.

10:17 pm @ the bust0p g0ing home *exhausted*

Wooh0oHoo. n_n''

2005-04-09T00:29:00.000-07:00

Ellooooo..ahaHaha,what a funny day..Ookie,w0ke up at 10:30 am t0day,g0t ready bla bla bla,then at 2:45 pm went to Famous Players with Kath,to meet David and Andy.Watched "Hostage" and there were only 8 pe0ple in the cinema juz n0w,lol..It wasn't a really new sh0w but it's pretty go0d tho.Yup yup.Thenn David called his "private taxi" (?) lol,and we went Downt0wn.No,we were actually g0nna go to Toronto Island and cycle,but nahh,wasn't wearing pr0per outfit for that.And and,David was like "ok let's go to the airp0rt and take the plane to China (?)" lol,real funny... Anyway, we were dropped at the wr0ng place,thn we had to walk to Eaton Centre.In the end they decided to take the Subway. n_n'' haha.So we to0k the Subway tooo Eat0n Centre,and it was like only 7:11 pm,but the st0res were already cl0sing.Gee.We actually f0rgot it's Saturday.So we went to take the Subway again to this stati0n,and g0t l0st (?) lol,we were like g0ing back and f0rth.In the end,we ended up in China Town,it was feezin c0ld.This aftno0n was so warm,was like 18 degrees,pr0lly it was like 2 degrees just n0w.Thenn we went to this Sezhuan(n0t too sure how do u spell that) restaurant and had our dinner there.The t0tal was $70,so u can get a little idea how much th0se 2 pe0ple eat.Strange en0ugh they aren't fat at all. +_+'' how i wish i c0uld do that,lol..Ok anyway,so we went back to Finch,David called his "private taxi" again,then we were actually g0ing for Karaoke,but it was fully bo0ked t0day,and the other one was $80 or $120,so we said byebye.Soooo,Kath was pissed,lol.In the end we didn't go anywhere after that,but h0me.Sent David to his h0use 1st,then Kath and mi,then Andy.Kath and mi were actually c0nfused where our h0use was. +_+'' that seri0us.Yuupie,thn reached h0me at 11:52 pm.Hmm..ok anyway,g0tta go sleep now,g0ing to church tmr~~ ((: like finally?Hehe,pls pls Mia,wake up tmr.Alrighty,see ya tmr.Go0dnites! n_n *yawn* +_+''

Errm..

2005-04-07T22:45:00.000-07:00

Ello.. um, haha. Nth much to write abt t0dae.. mmm, didn't go to sko0l again, annddd it's n0t bcuz i overslept again alrite. The radi0 said it was g0nna rain, and really the sky was real grey, so i didn't want to take any risk.. Kath didn't want to go as well so yea. Anyway, so i stayed.. and umm at arnd 10 or 11 i went back to sleep, til arnd 3. I have to go tmr tho, n0 excuse. And h0pefully, i still can take the Civics test, otherwise say Goodbye to Civics now, and say Hello to summer scho0l. Hopefully tmr's really g0nna be a sunny sunny day, like they pr0mised. Hehe.. So anyway, g0tta run to bed now. Gdnites. (:

Eyooo! n_n

2005-04-06T23:58:00.000-07:00

Allow all0w, ahaha. I'm feeling really great rite n0w. Yes, yes as u can see, i've changed the lay0ut ahaha, i guess darlink's rite, dat one's t0o plain, wehehehe. Sooo aniwaez, i'm listening to MusicFM rite n0w, our friend Steven aka DJ Toronto is on air! AhaHaha.. requested a s0ng just now, annddd he's playing Usher ft. Beyonce - My Boo for us n0w... eheheh.. ((: oyea he sent mi a s0ng titled "So What Gitu Loh" ahahaha damn funny and isenk abizz... ((x ahaahHah~ Btw, btw.. haha, w0ke up at 7 am t0day, was late, yes, sooo went back to what, to sleeeeep, ehehehe.. i h0pe i still can take the Civics test tmr, oh yess.. a few m0re classes and we're d0ne with Civics! Hooray~ ahaha.. then we'll be having Career, and i h0pe the teacher's n0t a living hell. n_n'' Ooookie g2g cab0etz! Bubaiii~!* (:

full (x

2005-03-26T22:38:00.000-08:00

Allow~ Hehe.Uhh,dunno why those pictures bel0w aren't sh0wing up.Anyway,tdae's a go0die goOdie dae.Woke up arnd 10,then at um..12+ went to Felli's h0use for a while,thn went to Ko Regen's h0use.We ate the black bean s0up Ko Ronald made,it's really go0d,haha~ Then arnd 3+ went to Fairview Mall n watched Miss Congeniality 2.It was really co0l,funny t0o,haha.Yep,aft that we to0k the subway to Korean Town.Co0l place.We walked ar0und while finding a go0d restaurant.Haha then we went to this Korean supermarket and b0ught stuff.Tempati0n everywhere.Luring so badly. d= anyway,after buying stuff,we went to this restaurant,was so full til we c0uldn't even eat a small piece of fish cake?Hahaha~Good fo0d tho. n_n yep,thn it didn't take mi m0re than 20 minutes to reach h0me from Finch just now.Okie,g0tta go sleep early t0nite,g0t to wake up at 7:30 am tmr!Hehe.So go0dnites,tkcare~ (:

2005-03-18T14:24:00.000-08:00

The world's being too mean.

Heeelllooo..

2005-03-15T01:07:00.000-08:00

Allow Mio.Hoah0ahoa.Great dae.Went to Fairview Mall wif Kath, but bf0re dat we went to Korean Finch,ate lunch there.Don't ask,it's the same one,Chick Teri.Hoah0ahoa. xp Aniwaez,yep we went to Fairview Mall.Bought tickets for Constantine,actually g0nna watch at 1:55 but smth happened so we were given pass and we c0uld use them for any m0vie,at any time.Hoah0ahoa nice..but thn yea in the end we still watched Constantine at 7. Bfore dat we walked arnd d mall,b0ught stuff frm those cute st0res,but i didn't get to buy the main stuff i was lo0king for tho,and plus i f0rgot to check PJ's Pet Store for hamsters,sheesh.Aniwaez we had fun playing in the s0me sort like an arcade at d theater foyer.I was getting s0me change frm this machine when an asian guy just p0pped up beside mi and he said smth.I th0ught he was asking if i g0t change,lol,then he went like "can i have your number?" ha then i said "for what?" then he just shrugged,smiled,and said "i don't know..just to make friends?" loll...I said sure,then he handed mi a piece of paper and a pen,i j0tted down my number but i swapped the last two digits.He's kinda weird.When i was watching Kath playing the car racing game he p0pped up again bside mi and asked some questi0ns.Stupid ones tho.Aniwaez he just g0t dumped by his ex,lol dat's great.Ha okie en0ugh abt that.Btw Constantine is s0oooo go0d,but it's so scary. >.<'' i can't c0unt how many times i had to lo0k down. Keanu Reeves is so0oooo cooo0ool, hoah0ahoa.Btw abt gym,Sherry said smth like "i don't think you'll like me very much after Wednesday",and it's 1 h0ur with her tmr,bad sign eh.Sure she g0nna torture my ass off after tmr.Aniwaez g0tta go now.Nitey nites~!* (: .. and i hope that you feel the same way too.

2005-03-15T00:31:00.000-08:00

Yummy.

2005-03-14T19:22:00.000-08:00

Marshmallow

Allow.

2005-03-09T21:42:00.000-08:00

Hii, juz passin by to dr0p s0me things and to tell u that t0dae's been a bad, bad day! The weather sHuck! Anyway, off i go to my dweamland! Nitey nitEs!

People say that when love comes knocking on your door,
let it in..
But sometimes love comes through the back door,
and by the time you notice,
it's already on its way out.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,
but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The heart is the centre of our chest but it beats at the left side,
I guess that's the reason why the heart isn't always right.

Adapted from... mmm.. forg0tten. +_+''

Hii. (:

2005-03-08T22:00:00.000-08:00

Hi dere. n_n tdae's a fine but daaammmnnnn c0ld dae. D wind was m0nstrous. Anyway, i juz finished studying for tmr's science test. Hoah0ahoa. Sheesh i laughed t0o much in Geo class t0dae. Abby sits bside mi nw, n he's t0o talkative. Like his m0uth juz c0uldn't close, he's one guy who has t0ns of st0ries to share. We were arguing abt designing a mall, but in d end of c0urse i won, hoah0ahoa. Ms. Alex has gone to Costa Rica with her class for some trip, she'll b back aft d March break. Some of them went to Florida, damn those grade 9s are so lucky. Anyway juz nw went straight back home, got ready, thn went to d gym. Ouh i met Andrew and that k0rean guy there. Anyway, met my pers0nal trainer, Sherry. A real nice n fun trainer. She was really pushing mi to my limit, o yeah, there was this one machine, it's for the thighs, got to lift up this 32 or 40 p0unds metal thingy using my legs, sheeesh that one was mad, i did it like as if i was giving birth, lol. She was saying "just to tell you, don't be suprised if you get cramps tomorrow morning" n i was like sheesh, i hate cramps! Anyway, it was pretty fun, using those machines i c0uld really feel my muscles crying out for help, n yea, she taught mi how to use the machines, how to adjust them and stuff like that. She's real kind, but during w0rkout time, she's merciless. +_+'' Nevermind, i guess that's what trainers really do. So yea, hope tmr's g0nna b a much warmer day yea. I'm not a big fan of being sick for the upc0ming March break. Aiight, g0nna go sleep so0n. Nitey nites. (:

For my trusted won't-lost diary,
School locker code no. : 20 54 25
Gym locker code no. : 26 17 39

- [.You're always on time.] -

Uh.. +_+''

2005-03-06T01:50:00.000-08:00

Ouwh.. Mio.. i feel so dizzy rite now. +_+'' Gotta run to bed asap. Tdae didn't go church, had to do dat Civics assignment. Ummm okie, g0tta run now, i think i'mma fly straight to my dwEamland. So go0dieNite mio, baibai~!!*

Behold this night, still and clear
You look here just like an angel sleeping
I wish I could ease your fears
I would catch the diamond tears you're weeping
In your eyes I would hide
By your side I could defy
The forces tearing us apart
But reality, as it seems
Looking back, is that our dream
Was fated from the start

Girl we're starcrossed and can't escape
We're condemned and can only wait
At this time now it's far too late
To save us from our fate

Forever true
I'll see you through

- [.starcrossed.] -

Hii. n_n

2005-03-05T00:21:00.000-08:00

Hii. n_n

Allow dere. n_n sup sup. Hmmmz nth much to write, juz wanna write abt g0in back into d gym. Wait, first of all, t0dae's not as c0ld as ystdae, d snow was melting, and it was +, but tmr's g0nna be c0ld again eh if i'm not wr0ng. Yea aniwaez, Jos n mi went to d gym t0dae, geez i was t0rturing my muscles off, n i guess i'll b having cramps tmr m0rning, jk. Aniwaez juz now, in d female changing ro0m, dere was this one white w0man, nakkie. Sheeeeshh she scared the shiat outta mi, plus she threw a wicked kinda smile at mi, yikes. +_+'' anyway, was downstairs a m0ment ago, watching MTV Awards 2004. Real co0l. Hm okie, g0tta go sleep, *yawns* baibai, Mio.

- [.Imperfection.] -

Watch your daughters.

Wooh.. +_+''

2005-02-24T17:41:00.000-08:00

Wooh.. +_+''

Allow allow.First of all, my right arm's hurting shooo badddly... )': We 3 had our injecti0ns yesterday..2 needles,1 to each arm! Woo..it wasn't dat bad,but it's hurting rite now..btw,juz reached h0me frm Hillcrest.Jos n mi signed up(finally) in the Goodlife Fitness centre.I was like a lil underage,so i haf to use a personal trainer.Omg d place is coo0ol..all d things i've been wanting to do is dere...dere're like a w0rkout ro0m for w0men,yoga,kickb0xing, aer0bic,cycling classes,swimming po0ls, etc. So now i've got d idea of how much it'll c0st,lol.Having my personal trainer c0sts mi like $250, n dat's juz for 1 m0nth.. n i've g0t to pay $300 per year,plus $28 per m0nth for membership.. so appr0ximately it c0sts mi like ar0und $88.. kinda crazie, but i can go there anytime i want,n as l0ng as i desire...d guy said i can even bring my pillow n blanket to sleep there,huahuahua,wut an assh0le.Aniwaez,we can start w0rkin out frm todae onwards..hm hmm,exciting. =D u,wh0's reading this,better supp0rt mi ah.AhaHaha..Oh sh0ot..got a lot of w0rk to do in sko0l..we're given 3 projects todae in Civics,n s0me other assignments to b d0ne,deadline next week,agh.So sh0uld i do it or not?I want to pass these c0urses tho..hmm..i'll think abt it later on,g0tta go haf my dinner now,cya ar0und,Mio. (:

* letsss make a c0mmitment, Mia!! =D

2005-02-20T13:28:00.000-08:00

Lunch at s0me place. (:

2005-02-20T13:01:00.000-08:00

Mia and Felli

Great Day. =D

2005-02-20T01:35:00.000-08:00

Great Day =D

Hihi.Great dae. (: Went to church tdae,bt j0ined d y0uth.A speaker frm Jamaica came,n talked to us abt sexuality n stuff.Real interesting.She's rily great..evrythin she said made c0mplete sense,nth disagreed.I'm cleansed tdae,n i feel so great.Aft church we went to dis Italian restaurant called um..smth Mario's,can't rmbr.Good fo0d down there.Hyper waiters t0o.AhaHa.Oyea aniwaez it's Shinta's bdae tdae.It was rily co0l.EheHehe.Aft dat,we went seperate ways, mi, Felli, Ko Regen, Yansen n Daino went to s0me plc near Finch,Yansen b0ught dis cute lil mp3 player.Thn went over to Felli n Daino's hse,til arnd 6+ we went off to Fairview Mall,watched "Hitch" at 7,ahaHaha funnie show.. =D Til 9,thn we went to dis Korean restaurant,man it was sn0wing like crazy,hate d weather.Yap,aft dat Ko Regen went back to his h0me,we 3 walked to Finch,i to0k d bus,reached h0me arnd 11:30,n now i g0tta run to d washro0m n get ready to sleep,oh finally.EheHehe..Okie now,gdnites,tkcare. (:

* i am cleansed..
* there is no stain..
* i am pure..
* i want to carry YOU inside me,
.. with no sin, no guilt, no lies..
* devils they lie.. devils they hate..
* LORD i am down on my knees..
.. Father, i know YOU love me..

- purified.

Sleeeepieee... +_+''

2005-02-18T02:56:00.000-08:00

Sleeeepieee... +_+''

Allow.. +_+'' it's o2:34 am now, i'mma go bang my head on d keyb0ard so0n. Okie, tdae's been a great dae. Umm.. i was intr0duced to this negro guy, he's actually my friend's friend. Hmm.. nv seen him b4, aniwaez, he's cute for them, not racist, but i dun think he's charming. Lol, n he's one of d "gangsta" in d sko0l, n he followed mi to d library like a fo0l. Ass. Oyea met Andy in there, wif David, Amy Vang was like "hey hey, introduce me to them!" ahaHaha no it was so hilari0us. n_n'' Aniwaez, met TJ again, he was wif this big gr0up of guys, when i walked pass them he went like "Maria, hi? Why aren't you saying Hi to me anymore, what's wrong with you??" and i was like "AhaHa.. hi, hi." and then s0me of d guys got mi during d Geo peri0d, dang. AhaHaha.. btw my new partner, Josh, isn't that bad afterall, he's cute, kiddy grade 9 dude. Muaha d= I made a few friends todae, which is go0d but not great, cuz n0ne of thm was a girl. Believe it or not, there were only 2 girls in my English peri0d when i came to class this m0rning, n i was like so late already. See it's Friday, weekly skipping day. Insane. Anyway.. it's so c0ld todae.. it was -25 juz now.. i want summer i want summer i want summer i want summer!! )'x Okie aniwaez, g0tta go get ready to orh orh.. gdnites Mio~!! (:

* It's so incredibly unpredictable..

Allow.

2005-02-17T21:34:00.000-08:00

Allow.

Hiya Mio! Tdae's a fine dae. First of all, it was sn0wing dis m0rning, when i was walkin outside my hse, i fell. Dang it was s0ooo painful, i was thinkin of g0in back into d hse again, and skip sko0l, but of cuz, i'm not a small girl anym0re, a bruise wun h0ld mi back frm g0in to sko0l rite? EheHehe.. n_n Aniwaez, 1st peri0d, half of d class weren't dEre, n d teacher refused to teach. +_+'' we were supp0sed to c0ntinue reading dis one bo0k, aniwaez, ended up playin hangman t0gether, gee. 2nd peri0d d teacher was absEnt, g0t supply, slacka. 3rd period we watched vide0 of dem0nstrations, for science. Pretty co0l, nearly fell asleep, d ro0m was so dang dark. 4th, recess was ok, met TJ, he's dang cwazie. Oyea he finally returned mi back my CD player.. oya i left it in my l0cker. Aniwaez met Kath n her friend in d library, thy were skipping classes, gee~ +_+'' 5th was not bad, my partner's changed, now a guy, dang he's so.. ugh.. n his fwenz r.. ugh.. lol, aniwaEz, aft sko0l went to Hillcrest, bla bla blaa.. okie, g2g now, buaBai~!! (:

* Believe mi, i can fly..

Eiyo.. -_-''

2005-02-16T01:37:00.000-08:00

Eiyo.. -_-''

Bah.. din go sko0l todae.. was in the washro0m for half-an-hr this m0rning, dunno wut i ate wr0ng yesterday.. dang, then c0uldn't get my ass off to sko0l for peri0d 2 and the rest, t0o lazi or wuteva.. at nite sko0l called, but my peri0d 1 and 2 teachers marked mi as present, lol? Aniwaez, i changed the lay0ut again todae, eheHehe.. eh, but n0more taggieb0ard tho.. fer s0me reasons it juz w0n't w0rk in here. ='/ d0esn't matter, anyone can c0ntact mi thru msn, i'll b there. Btw the picture bel0w was taken in church, on the Valentine's Day party. Sweet. Okie, g0tta run now, gdnites~!! (:

* This is unreal _`
* I want to live life however i desire,
and not by how I am f0rced to _`

2005-02-16T01:10:00.000-08:00

Candles and Hearts, Lovely!

~~Valentine's Day Party~~

2005-02-11T03:28:00.000-08:00

Alloww Mio0o.. n_n todae's such a great day. 1st of all, sko0l was not bad at all, aww, Amy Vang is in the h0spital! She sm0kes too much.. anyway, 1st peri0d we're to write s0me love p0em for the valentine's day c0mpetition thingy, 2nd was ok we finished watching Lord Of The Flies. Sick m0vie. 3rd didn't make mi sleep t0dae.. ahaHaha.. and 5th was pretty go0d. Grade 9s are enj0ying life. Wait til they go to Grade 10+. Anyway after sko0l i straight went to Finch, to0k the TTC to church, reached there ar0und 5? Helped a little wif the dec0ration.. th0se girls w0rked real hard for 3 days continu0usly. Great w0rk. The ro0m became s0ooo sweeeEeet.. n_n red, pink, hearts everywhere.. n_n ahaHaha Felli and i was d0ing the word "Love" in different languages, it was so fun. Later in the evening pe0ple started to come, yea todae's the Valentine's Day party, plus ICF's anniversary. We had perf0rmances, ice-breaker games, dinner, praise and w0rship, etc. It was really go0d. There was this game when 3 guys(Eric's one of them) had to ask this one girl to go out for a date, talk to her parents in a go0d manner to catch the parents' hearts or smth, ahaHaha it was so hilari0us, especially when they had to sing and dace al0ng with the um Backstreet Boys song, As Long As You Love Me. LOL.. we laughed like crazy pe0ple.. ahaHahahHaha.. *recalling* lol~!! It was really funny cuz these guys must use the chairs to dance with them, u know those Backstreet-Boys-Style.. ahaHaha.. XD anyway, anyway, we sang birthday song and ate the cake... n_n After the party was over, we cleaned up, we chit-chatted, then Yudi gave mi a ride back h0me. Reached home ar0unnnd 11:50 pm. I would rate today like 9.9/10 eheHehe.. okie, g0tta go, haf to lo0k for a family d0ctor tomaro, otherwise i'm g0nna b kicked out frm sko0l~? Uh huh, ahaHaha.. okie d0kie, cya t0maro Mio, tkcare. GBU. (:

Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone

.:+___[[--*[i'm never al0ne (: ]*--]]___+:.

Hi. (:

2005-02-09T23:39:00.000-08:00

Hi again Mio.. (: How're u d0in todae? I was d0wnstairs a while ago, watching the show ab0ut Benny Hinn, he went to India and cured many. Gee.. i c0uldn't believe my eyes.. like seri0usly, he has pr0ven a lot. He's g0in to Singap0re in March, i wish i c0uld be there. Anyway, todae's better than yesterdae. 1st peri0d was Ok, 2nd was so-so, pretty fun, 3rd was a lil disastr0us, i fell asleep again.. gee i really dun understand, the teacher was fine, makin j0kes and all but i juz c0uldn't stand it.. but i didn't sleep tho. I guess i haf to rush to bed straight after this. Anyway 4th was lunch, and omg, ALL this while, this 1 girl who sits beside mi in class, is actually ANOTHER PERSON. Dun get it? Nvm, wut i meant is, i met girl A bef0re, and girl B is my classmate, girl A came to mi today, and i th0ught she was girl B, and i th0ught girl B is A, so it means i th0ught A and B are the same. Get it? Ok, they're twins!!! LOL. No wonder when i first met girl B, i juz sat next to her and said "Heyy, remember mi??" and he was like "Umm.. not really.." ahaHahahHaha now i get it. So embarrassing man. I really c0uldn't see any difference, they always wear the same cl0thes, same sh0es, same pants, same make-ups! Only girl B's bag is a little darker in c0lour. -_-'' ok so we chatted and all, she's really n0isy, whereas girl A is real quiet, no w0nder i was feeling so awkward. Now i know.. So yea, anyway 5th peri0d was alright, much better than yesterday. Btw i met T.J. again juz now, this time talking! d= He was like "Heyy.. where have you been, what courses are you having how come i don't see you nowhere these days." aaaa... d= ahaHaha.. dang.. and i dunno why i was acting so fo0lish, ign0red his question and went on like "Hey where's my CD player?" lol.. dumb eh? Whatever, cuz Amy and Tina were really aaaanno00ooying! Oh ya and i was like "Nice hair" then he said "Haha, thanks, why, yours' not?" hahaha.. and he smiled. (: and and, ahh.. i was listening to my ipod right, so i to0k the earpiece off when he was talking, juz for the sense of p0liteness or smth, then he to0k them from my hand and started playing wif them, and when i wanted to take them back, he th0ught i wanted to do smth else, and lolll.. alrite alrite, i don't know wut am i talkin now bla bla bla.. and and, he said like "Okay don't worry, your first peri0d class is just right beside my l0cker right, so meet me there at ar0und eightish tomorrow, sounds go0d?" and i acted "co0l" like some girls w0uld always do whenever they face this kind of situation, and so i was like "Uh huh, alrite." AhaHahaha it was hilari0us. There was so much m0re i wanted to say tho... =/ After we st0pped talking, i went into the library right, the girls went maaaadddd... like seri0usly, i hear girls talking ab0ut him in the hallways, in the bus, in the classes. Like everywhere... but he d0esn't seem to give a damn, uh.. he needs to appreciate girls more or smth. Lol.. ok whatever, en0ugh about him. Not f0rgetting i used to hate him s0ooo much. Ok whatever. Ah ya, after sko0l i went over to Honey's, watched "TROY".. nice show.. a little obscene tho. Oh!!! Her d0g, Rambo, he's now three times bigger than the last time i saw him!! Omg i c0uldn't believe how he grew so fast in just about 2 m0nths or so. He jumped over mi and i got so freaked out.. +_+'' he's so big now! Gee, and he l0ves to lick, yuckie! Yaa.. then around 7, Honey's br0ther gave mi a lift back home, it was sn0wing, it was so beautiful.. uh huh aiight, g2g now, gdnites~!! (:

Open the eyes of my heart, LORD.

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

2005-02-08T22:28:00.000-08:00

Allow Mio, Happie CNY. (: I hope th0se ppl in Indo and Spore are having fun rite now, ahaHaha.. t0o bad i've got no family here. *hiks hiks* aniwaEzzz.. ahaHaha.. t0dae's not a bad day. I saw T.J. !! Gee he dyed his hair all bl0nde and spiked it up, c0uldn't rec0gnize him from behind, and i still need him to return mi my disc man.. +_+'' he has been keeping it for like alm0st 2 m0nths now.. ya aniwaEz, 1st peri0d was Ok, the teacher was trapped in the traffic jam, so from now on she's all0wing pe0ple to be late once in a while. MuahaHaha.. *grins* aniwaEzz.. Amy Vang came t0day and she sits next to mi in class wahaHaha.. and an0ther girl, i forgot wut's her name again. AniwaEzz.. 2nd peri0d, Civics was so embarrassing. We had partner w0rk, and when i was ab0ut to go to my friend who sits at the other side of the class, this chinese guy fr0m Hong Kong suddenly p0pped right beside my seat and said "Um.. can you be my partner?" and i was like "ummmm... sure.." lol, it was so funny, i felt like warmth juz rushed up to my head or smth, and i'm quite sure it's n0t bcuz of him or whats0ever.. aniwaEzz my friend just laughed and w0rked by himself. Dang.. lol. Jk, yeah then this guy had s0me trouble seeing the transparency, so he had to m0ve back and f0rth just to give mi 1 answer. Ahahaha was so funnie, aniwaEzz.. 3rd peri0d was disastr0us. The teacher was making j0kes and all but i was feeling soo0oooo sleeeeepy.. oh ya, Amy Vang is inside that class as well, and she actually saw mi falling asleep, then she made fun out of it, and this Andy chinese guy who sits beside her heard and he kind of made fun of it t0o. Those asses. Lol.. aniwaEz, reccess was Ok, chit-chatted in the cafeteria wif them, including Amy and her friends. This one girl just cut her hair m0hawk. However u f0rm a sentence out of it. It was co0l tho, and she's g0t her lip pierced, crazy earh0les, crazy sense of style and crazy green eyes.. but she's really nice tho. Haha.. yeah aniwaEz 5th peri0d was better than yesterday, now at least the teacher knows that i'm a supp0sed-to-be grade 11 student, and n0t grade 9. -_-'' but it was fun, we played games.. -_-'' yeah.. So ok, bla bla bla.. gdnites Mio, c u t0maro, Gong Xi Fa Cai~!! (:

YOU're the air that i breathe.
YOU're the only hand which can help me up.
YOU're the only vision i see.
YOU're the only one i ever need.
YOU're the only one i believe in.
YOU're the only savior in my life.
YOU're the only one i ever trust.
YOU're the only one i truly love.
YOU can't be compared with anyone else.
and You are the one who loves me with all your heart..
... with all YOUR heart.

New Day, New Semester.

2005-02-07T23:38:00.000-08:00

Allow Mio, how're u? (: Tday's the first day of Semester II. I must say it suck so badly. =/ last semester was kinda relaxing. 1st peri0d was Math, wasn't t0ugh at all, 2nd was Art, t0o slackin, 3rd History, ok lah, and 5th was Hosp&Tour, very relaxing and fun.. but this semester, 1st peri0d is English, dunno if it's g0nna b go0d, the teacher's fun tho, think i'mma haf fun, alth0ugh i only recognize 6 pe0ple in that new class.. but not bad lah, that class use carpet. Lol.. anyway, 2nd is Civics, same teacher, Mr. Mathies0n, rec0gnized only 3 pe0ple, 3rd is Science, the teacher is really interesting, lol.. and finally i've g0t one asian peep inside my c0urse, gee.. imagine, just one. +_+'' anyway the pe0ple inside that class are ok lah, but we do haf a few irritating pests. 5th peri0d is Grade 9 Geography, it's MONSTROUS. I'm taking this c0urse NOT because i failed or whatever kaes, it's bcuz i didn't get my Secondary 3 Geography credit in Singapore.. and that peri0d is supp0sed to be my Gym class. =/ So can u imagine u haf to b in a class with students who are 2 years y0unger than you? Their attitude suck so badly... and the b0ys..... aaaaaaah, so kidd0s!! >.<'' lol.. no i'm seri0us, they lo0k like 13 yrs old b0ys.. it's a t0rture. Jk. But anyway, i have 2 companions. They're supp0sed to be in grade 11, ahaHaha.. *sigh* but the teacher's treating the class like babies, and it's so awkward.... =/ yeah... *shrugs* whatever then. So from now on, everyday's g0nna b a l0ooonnnngggg lo0nnnngggg day... and i don't care as long as i can graduate fr0m that high sko0l. So yea, anyway it's all p0sitive. Live it. *r0lls eyes* Btw Amy Vang is inside 2 of my c0urses, yaaay... lol, but she t0day p0nteng man.. ok whatever. Nite Mio.

Whenever you smile back at me, it's so p0werful.. i just feel like thr0wing up, seri0usly.. i'm saying this from the very b0ttom of my heart.

.. i can't stand seeing my life being put in jeopardy.. for i am just a lamb, and i need You, as to be my Shepherd, to guide me through the darkest forests to the strongest storm.. i need You, Lord, i do.

Uh.. tired +_+''

2005-02-01T23:17:00.000-08:00

Allow Mio.. i'm feeling so tired now.. 1o:14 pm, juz came back from d0wnstairs. Today's been a nice day, but tiring. Dossed of ar0und 2 am last nite, w0ke up arnd 6, early eh, cuz i dun wanna b late for my Math exam. Met Honey, went to the cafeteria, revised a little, bla bla bla.. lol okie, the exam was totally PSYCHOTIC. #1, the teacher said we can haf our "cheat-cheat" during exam, which referred to any sort of paper or notes or whatever c0ntaining f0rmulas, imp0rtant n0tes, meth0ds, etc. So isn't that unusual? #2, the teacher simplified s0me of the questi0ns. Great eh? Wth was that for? #3, he said, "So guys, if you have anything to ask or need any help, just raise up your hands and i'll come to you." Uh huh, so wut r u trying to say, was that an exam or class assignment? Gee. #4, he said, "Guys if you think you can concentrate better with your CD players on, you can use them during the exam." I was like, is he on crack or somethin? #5, 3/4 of the class left in half an h0ur or so after the exam started. It was supp0sed to be a 1 and a 1/2 h0ur exam paper, and i was thinkin if these pe0ple are too genius for the paper or what, and they just said like "i can't give a shit on this thing." or they just hand them in after finishing the first 2 pages and t0ld the teacher "yo, ain't got no time for this." This is the w0rst exam i've ever g0ne thr0ugh in my wh0le 16 years, or maybe 15.. no, 13, no, 12, ok whatever. After seeing m0st of them leaving the class, i just c0uldn't f0cus anym0re, i t0o didn't want to give any damn, especially kn0wing that the paper worth only 20% of my overall c0urse mark. So i left, with the last 2 pages left unt0uched. So anyway, after that Honey and mi dr0pped off at Hillcrest, b0ught stuff, then went back h0me. Put my stuff, changed s0cks, then went to Finch stati0n with Kath and Jos. Went to the Korean Finch restaurant, u know wut i ate? I guess u know. AhaHaha.. Then, we to0k the subway to Donmills, Fairview Mall, to watch "Coach Carter". It was a great m0vie, based on a true st0ry ab0ut these basketballers wh0 c0uld've ended up in pris0ns, but yet they went into the universities, it was pretty much ab0ut being a player, as well as a go0d student. It was a great m0vie. Um... then, we b0ught 3 bags of Kernels, omg it was so0ooo go0d, lol. Then we went to Bubble Tease, they've g0t go0d bubble tea there. Yum yum. So yea, after that we went ar0und Fairview Mall, went to Ardene's and Claire's and b0ught some stuff. U know, being a girl is n0t quite easy. When you like stuff like earrings, necklaces, bracelets, u just can't help buying them. See the price tag, think that it d0esn't worth that much, walked out of the sh0p, 1 minute later u c0me back and buy them all. Tempati0n is everywhere. AhaHaha.. and when you're in these kind of sh0ps, ur m0ney just flyyyyyy away, ahaHaha... man, i hate being a girl. Blame it all on the taxes! d= Nah, was kiddin, What can be w0rse than b0ys' b0dy od0r. Eeeeewwwwww!!!!! >.<''' extrEmely MONSTROUS. Ah ya okie, g0tta go now, cya t0maro Mio, take care, gdnites! (:

Why am I sitting beneath the moon feeling the chill,
when you're prespiring from the hot sun at the same time?
Can you tell me why things got to be this way?
I'd rather be there with you catching the sunray.

.mIa0`

Sleeeepie.. +_+''

2005-01-29T04:50:00.000-08:00

Uh.. i'm feelin so sleepy.. +_+'' juz g0nna write a lil bit abt t0day. Had History exam, at o8 : 3o am, met Amy, 3 minutes away fr0m lateness. The exam was psych0tic. Mr. Mathies0n said we wun be tested on years, but they came out alm0st everywhere. I'mma fail this one. *shrugs. The paper finished at 1o, the bus t0ok so long to c0me, was dying.. lucky Amy was there. Kath and mi t0ok the 85A bus near h0me to go Vaughan Mills. The bus t0oj so long, lucky i've got my Men are from mars, W0men are from venus to keep mi alive. Anyway, we walked ar0und in Vaughan Mills, there weren't many ppl, not like any other day.. mayb it was t0o early or examinati0ns are on? Walked ar0und, b0ught stuff, rEached h0me arnd 4. Grr i hate iMesh. Anyway s0rry Mio, i gotta go, really sleepy.. i can bang my head down on this keyb0ard any time now. Nite nite Mio, cya t0marp. Bai.

*I'm making this mistake, and I'll regret it one day-
Everything happens for a reason eh, so blame n0body.

.mIa0`

First day of exam.

2005-01-27T23:08:00.000-08:00

Allow.. all0w.. Mio.. juz came back frm washro0m, g0t ready to sleEp. Hmmmz.. um t0dae's a fine day.. w0ke up at o6 : 45, as usual, Honey said shE wanted to meet mi, so g0tta go earlier, went out at o9 : oo, lUckily the bus came fast, otherwise i w0uld haf diEd fr0zen. Anyway, to0k the bus, then Honey g0t on the bus at her st0p, bla bla bla, rEached sko0l arnd o9 : 3o, yea, was way t0o early, the exam started at 1o : 45 -_-'' um, t0day we had our Hospitality & Tourism exam, i br0ught s0me sheEts to sko0l, and rEvised. I was so sh0cked this m0rning, it's like alm0st every0ne didn't bring their n0tebo0k or anythin to do last-minUte rEvising, i mean like final one. There were only s0me ppl, perhaps nErds who br0ught their stuff to sko0l, sat in the cafeteria and studied. It was a rEally unusual scEne.. +_+'' anyway, i dun care if they call mi nErd or wuts0eva, cuz i think my rEvisi0n this m0rning was really a bEnefit. Seriously if i hadn't read thr0ugh the sheEts this m0rning, i w0uld fail that exam. Exaggerated. No but rEally, it helpeddd! Lol and b4 the exam started, every0ne was like "U studied eh, i d0n't think th0se stuff will c0me out in the exam..." but ha, ha, so fUnnie, m0re than 6o% of the 8o questi0ns in mUltiple ch0ice sEction came fr0m the n0tes. Many of them were gr0aning away ahaHaha.. but anyway, i was happy. d= and lUcky Honey was tested by mi this m0rning, alth0ugh i repeated many of the questi0ns but she still c0uldn't get them into her brain.. but then she said it was a help, so yea. d= Btw we had the exam in this big ro0m, and it was the Mackenzie's Salon. Damn fUnny, i didn't know that sko0l has its own sal0n. +_+'' It was really like a sal0n, wif all th0se big mirr0rs everywhere, tables, sal0n equipments, sp0ts for manicUre and pEdicure, face trEatment and all th0se stuff. No w0nder i've been seeing girls with cUrly hair in the m0rning, and straight hair in the evEning. My friend t0ld mi abt that ro0m b4 but i didn't really bElieve her lol.. and she actually had her face d0ne b4 class. Anyway, the exam was supp0sed to end at 2, but we left early, cuz i dun think we need extra time for that paper. After that Honey n mi went to Hillcrest, b0ught stuff then went back h0me. She came over to play, it was pretty fun. She went to yah0o and sh0wed mi a bunch of vidEo clips. Some were so hilari0us that she nearly piss on her pants. Jk. So yea, at ar0und 6 or so shE went back. Later in the evening uncle came, co0ked, then went back to Scarbor0ugh. Thennn ar0und 7 or 8 i started studying, for t0maro's History exam.. uh i think i'mma fail this one. =/ Okie g0tta run back to my n0tes then b0bow! zZzz~ cya t0maro, Mio.

*Life, st0p bitchin wif mi-

.mIa0`

Panda & Peac0ck

2005-01-25T23:58:00.001-08:00

Our st0ry.. ahaHa..

Penda & Peac0ck

2005-01-25T23:57:00.000-08:00

Swimming time, thEy're always tHere. n_n

Peac0ck & Penda

2005-01-25T23:56:00.000-08:00

Two of the bEst players in The Rivervale. d=

Panda & Penda

2005-01-25T23:53:00.000-08:00

Panda & Penda @ MacDonald's[Sg]. He was so irritating! >.<'' Hmm.. these are just mem0ries.. Let them be hist0ry. (:

Alloww..

2005-01-25T22:21:00.000-08:00

Allow Mio (: how was ur day? Lol okie. Umm.. um.. oh ya.. this m0rning i had a hard timE gEttin up. I was s0ooOooo slEepy.. but of c0urse, i managed to crawl to the bathro0m, jk. Btw t0dae's Honey's burfday, but i f0rgot to get a prEzzie, how sad. AhaHaha.. i think t0day i said "Hey guys it's Honey's burfdae, g0t anythin to say?" like 1000 times. Lol.. jk, ya aniwaEz, since i didn't get her anitHin, i paid for her lUnch, gEez she's so clEver, like rEally, s0me humans juz g0t no sEnse of shame. Lol... d= Like usually shE only spends like 5 bucks each mEal but t0day for s0me reas0ns her mEal t0tal up like 8 bucks, tHat inclUdes her snacks for "st0ck" she said. Lol.. -shakEs head- aniwaEz, i'm g0in to her bUrfday party tHis Saturday, hmmm wut sh0uld i get for her? Aniwaez, math peri0d was a disaster, Mr. Jose became Mr. Freeman, and Mr. Freeman became Mr. Jose. Yesss, they're "cHanging r0le" like seri0usly, Mr. Freeman is a jerk. He kn0ws a lot of stuff but he juz d0n't know how to tEach! At least pr0perly. +_+'' he was making such a big fUss ab0ut BEDMAS, we were like Gee we kn0w these stuff already man! I mean like didn't he realize he was standing inside a Grade 10 classro0m.. every0ne was laughing at him, he talks n0nsense and i really hate him. Lol. Ya then during our lunch brEak, when i was talkin to Sorab and Tim, this Stanley guy came and said "Wtf u guys d0in, lo0k i'm n0t quite happy seeing my girlfriend talkin to a bunch of fagg0ts." or smth, then Mr. Freeman was passing by, then he said "Wow, u're one m0nster." then Stan said like "No, i'm just not happy, lo0k my girlfriend is making me jeal0us!" i was like "errrrr...." ahaHaha it was so fUnnie, and suprisingly Honey was sitting back on her ass enj0ying the j0ke. And then there Mr. Freeman g0es like "Oh, see Maria, it's go0d, he is actually sh0wing you how much he cares and l0ves you, and you, y0ung man, do not w0rry, so0n she will show you how mUch she l0ves and apprEciates you. Well, maybe shE will do it privately, but just wait, patience plays a big part in our lives." or s0mething like that lar, then i was like "xcuse mi, this fag is n0t my anything sir" but every0ne was giggling away and Mr. Freeman juz shrugged, smiled then walked away, then that fagg0t got it. These ppl.. +_+'' ya aniwaEz, during math peri0d my Hp alarm went on when it struck 9 am, i was so embarrassed. =$ uh hUh, after sko0l mi, Kath and Honey went to Hillcrest to meet her m0m. Went ar0und, b0ught stuff we needed then went h0me.. in the evEning i came down to help uncle to co0k the dinner, then i went to the bank in Hillcrest, uncle went back to Scarbor0ugh, i watched m0vie, blah blah blah blah.. Uh okie, g0tta run, *sleepy* +_+'' nitez Mio, cya t0maro. (:

.mIa0`

Waaw~ >.<''

2005-01-25T01:53:00.000-08:00

Oh noo.. i'm supp0sed to b slpin rite n0oww.. >.<'' lo0kie tha time! o1:37 am.. =/ was planning to slEep early t0dae thO... hm hm.. t0dae din go to sko0l.. g0tta skip tha wh0le dae, espEcially for my dEar art pr0ject.. *smo0ch! Grrrr.. it din turn out as wut i expEcted, tha h0use is out of shapE, btw in tha m0rning Jos came h0me arnd 10, he skippEd his sEc0nd peri0d, lol, tHen acc0mpanied mi to Hillcrest to buy stuff for ma art thingy, thEn had our lUnch there. It was sn0wning whEn we walked h0me. Lucky just opp0site ah. +_+'' Rushed to ma ro0m n started on that art thingy. Guess wut, i endEd up dec0rating my wall. -_-'' anyway tHat's out of the p0int. When i was nEarly d0ne wif tha thingy, "Honey" callEd and t0ld mi we have this Hosp pr0ject due t0maro, and i was like, Great. So then i rushEd to my hElpful Google and tried finding as mUch inf0rmation my brain c0uld stand bef0re i f0cused back on the art thingy. After printing tha stuff, lo0kin at tha art thingy and planning to do the final t0uchup, i rEalized i neEded a paintbrUsh. So i rushEd to my cl0set, triEd to find thEm, but i c0uldn't, isn't tHat amazing? So i "ran" to Felli0sa and "cried". Lol.. i love msn. Anyway, shE gave advices and idEas which i was dying for.. helpful Felli also gave mi s0me links for my Hosp pr0ject, eheHehe.. i feel like a chEater. Jk. Then after finisHing my Hosp thingy, i was br0wsing thr0ugh the f0lders inside my c0mp, thEn i f0und the vidEos Jason sEnt mi last nigHt, or was it the night bef0re. Anyway, so thEn i decidEd to makE stuff out of them, thEnnnn i f0rgot about my art, isn't it so magical? (: So my p0int is, I'M GOING NUTS, eheHehe.. exams r ar0und each c0rner of my mind, but yet i'm so numb in the brain, i can't study. I've g0t to stop bEing a slacker here. There's no way i can go on like tHis with0ut getting into tr0uble. I think wut God's tryin to do now is to teacH mi s0me less0ns. Or maybe i juz need s0mebody to gimmE one tight slap on tha face. Ok j0king. Anyway i'm n0t on the right track n0w.. gEez.. wut am i supp0sed to do n0w.. *shrugs, i'll juz hand in wutEva i haf. If i fail, summer sko0l l0rrr... summer sko0l, no go back Singap0re lorr... damn.. this is such a t0rture. Btw i tHink i g0tta run now, it's alrEady o1:52 am and i hate it whEn i dun haf en0ugh slEep. So go0dnite, Mio[ur new namE], cya t0maro! (:

.mIa0`

Let's Begin.

2005-01-23T17:47:00.000-08:00

Awh.. I'm g0nna start all over again.. that miamia0 d0esn't seem right at all.. =/ btw u're g0nna be my real online diary n0w.. ahaHaha.. it's go0d to grab s0me day lo0king back and rememba wuteva happened in this life. Aiight, let's get started!

Getting Started All Over Again

Marshmallow

Hey

Heyaa..

Hur..

Dear Diary..

My FIRST day of working.

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

Hehehe.. finally.

First day of sko0l. Gee..

Step back a little further..

You bastard.

BoA - Valenti (English)

I Miss You

Wonderland!

Thank you.

Hmm..

Untitled

Bah..

Hah...

Hohoho. Hahahaha.

Hooh..

Aiih.

Allloo.

~("z")~

Hii. (:

Hola h0la!

Ello~

AhaHaha~

Hmm..

Tired +_+''

Wooh0oHoo. n_n''

Errm..

Eyooo! n_n

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Heeelllooo..

Allow.

Hii. (:

Uh.. +_+''

Hii. n_n

Wooh.. +_+''

Great Day. =D

Sleeeepieee... +_+''

Allow.

Eiyo.. -_-''

~*~Valentine's Day Party~*~

Hi. (:

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

New Day, New Semester.

Uh.. *tired* +_+''

Sleeeepie.. +_+''

First day of exam.

Panda & Peac0ck

Penda & Peac0ck

Peac0ck & Penda

Panda & Penda

Alloww..

Waaw~ >.<''

Let's Begin.

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~~Valentine's Day Party~~

Uh.. tired +_+''